I'll be starting my chemo treatments in the morning. I was really anxious and we did alot of crying and hugging this morning but, right now I'm just MAD.....this isn't fair! I don't want to do this! I've got to change my attitude! I am going to do everything in my power to get better. I'm going to put myself in the hands of my doctors and my faith in the Lord that I can get through this. I'm strong and I have the support of my family and friends. If you read this I ask for your good, positive thoughts and prayers.